I can't look myself in the eye. Creepy. Have you ever been doing something in front of a mirror like brushing your hair or teeth and got that wierd feeling. I can't really explain the feeling. It's like realizing you are who you are. It also feels like your mind was empty before that moment, and then you are suddenly thinking. Or like you are no longer just going through the motions but have a choice. The feeling isn't all that complicated though. Anyway I got that last night when I was brushing my hair. It's happened before but it felt stonger and lasted longer last night. It always feels so creepy. Afterwards I always feel like my thoughts are empty again. Well that's all I can really say about it cuz that's all I know about it. If anyone who reads this has ever had that feeling or knows what it's called PLEASE e-mail me! I spend most of my life NOT thinking. Actually it's more like my thoughts are all so fleeting and meaningless they might as well have never have happened. My whole life is just "going through the motions". I've been having a good day today. I got up at about 9:30 and got my homework done. Got to class late but it's wasn't a big deal. It's been snowing the last few days. It is really pretty out. It's actually stopped snowing now and the sky is blue and there are a few white puffy clouds. After class I shoveled our driveway and sidwalks and part of my neighbor's walks. It felt good. My pup had fun out in the snow. She HATES water but LOVES snow. She's a little freak. My other dog isn't fond of either but tolerates water. Well after that I went and got a Crispy Chicken from McDonalds and it was really good. I brought that home and then folded some clothes. Then my pop came home and we ran around town trying to find a place that could sell us some tires for my car. Then I came home and started this. Anyway that's all I have for right now.
Cheerio ~ Keli

[Listening to: wilis - Blue Dog PIct - (05:00)]